mmmm..entahler..

nmpknyer aku dh agak lama tak sapu2 dan berkemas kat blog aku nih..hehe..sowi..bkn apa..bz dgn biz skrg yg mkn menjadi2 kesibukan nya + malas + tak tau nk tulis apa kat sini.tp mlm ni aku rs mcm rindu plak dgn rutin yg aku tinggalkan seketika nih..adeh..

dlm ms dekat2 sebulan aku menghilang nih, sbnrnya mcm2 perkara aku buat dan dah berlaku.kalo nk diceritakan, mak aiii..smpai esok pon tak tido la aku.hihi..

apa telah terjadik?? (yg penting2 jer..)

1- akikah dan berendoi aesha kat seri menanti..
2- dh jadik supplier tudung plak
3- thn nih blk raya singapore, yer..thn nih turn raya kat sana plak
4- selama aku hdp, baru ku tau bkn senang nk berniaga nih..hmm..tp semangat mesti terus kuat.thanks to sumer yg support
5- uhuks..hmpr terlupa, celebration birthday hubby ku yg ke-45..dh uzur dh abang yer? takper..i love u always!!
6-kwn2 ckp aku mkn cekiding...nmpk nya kena mkn sebanyak nyer..adei la
7-aku mula berazam nk jg kesihatan diri..sebab dh nk msk umur 25,rs mcm dh uzur la plak..kihkihkih

apa lagi aku nk mengarut mlm2 buta nih??bek aku hbskan bebelan ku skrg jgk!!
ok..chow

tak sampai hati la...

mm...selepas aku tamat belajar,aku trs pregnant anak ke2.iaitu aesha.td aku pegi la interview keje kat bangsar.mntk kerje as interior designer.alhamdulillah,interview berjalan lancar.offer pon menarik jgk kat sini.cuma time keje jer yg teramat ssh nk commit iaitu dr kol 9pg smpai 6ptg.kdg2 smpaio kol 12mlm pon ada kalo la ada deadline.but, in this industry... for sure mmg la keje takkan hbsnyer n mmg hari2 akan blk lmbt.that one aku tak kisah sgt if aku nih still single mingle.but now aku dh ada 2 anak.lagi2 si kecik aesha yg mmg perlukan aku sgt.td pon msk interview sejam jer dia nk nangis smpai serak suara kt luar.hish..mmg aku sgt tak smpai hati..bila dh dipikir2kan,aku amik keputusan tolak tawaran keje tu..anggap jer la blm ms nyer lg utk ada commitment lain buat masa skrg nih..

bila dh decide mcm nih,baru la hati aku rs tenang sgt..so, back to the plan A...bisnes...wif bisnes..aku bole adjust time aku ngn family sebaik mungkin...sooo wish me gud luck ok!!!

Please pass on as blue ribbon....

I read this msg from my friend.........Thanks zana. Just want to share !
THIS IS PRETTY GUT WRENCHING I CAN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE COULD DO THESE THINGS

This is so terrible,I won't tell you what I would do to parent like this!!
Let's Help Stop This !!

Please be AWARE that there are some UPSETTING PICTURES in this email.



My name is Sarah I am three, my eyes are swollen I cannot see .I must be stupid, I must be bad, what else could have made my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, then maybe my Mommy would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong or else I'm locked up all the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone the house is dark my folks aren't home.
When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, so maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car my daddy is back from Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse my name he calls I press myself against the wall.
I try and hide from his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping he shouts ugly words, he says its my fault that he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me and yells at me more, I finally get free and I run for the door.
He's already locked it and I start to bawl, he takes me and throws me against the hard wall.



I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken, and my daddy continues with more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!'

I scream but its now much too late his face has been twisted into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain again and again oh please God, have mercy! oh please let it end!

And he finally stops and heads for the door, while I lay there motionless sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah and I am three, but tonight my daddy murdered me.


There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help.

It sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, because you would have to be one heartless person to not be affected by this email. And because you are affected, do something about it!! So all I am asking you to do is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society , and pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth.

Please pass this poem on as a Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse because, as crazy as it might sound, it might just.


Dari aku...

Kenapa ibu bapa bdk2 nih tergamak buat mcm ni kat darah daging sendiri?? Adakah anda binatang atau hilang akal?? Siapa lagi tempat mereka bergantung dan mengadu kasih sayang kalau bkn dari ibu bapa mereka sendiri..aku benar2 insaf..takkan aku sakiti anak2 aku membabi buta begini..sayangi la anak anda..lindungilah kanak2..

Penatnya...

Mmm..rasanya agak lama la aku dh tak update blog nih..sibuk dgn mcm2 hal..maklum la tugas sbg seorg isteri, ibu, menantu dan anak..dan tak lama lagi aku bakal jadi usahawan plak..sumer nyer merupakan tanggungjawab dan tugas yg agak berat bagi aku yg hanya manusia biasa. tapi..lepas nih aku akan cuba sempatkan diri meng`update` blog merangkap best friend aku nih..

back to the topic...seriously aku penat giler hari nih.melayan mak mentua aku yg nk lepak kat hometown dia, Seri Menanti.sempena pertabalan Yang Di-Pertuan Besar Negeri Sembilan yg baru nih..Tuanku Mukhriz.DAULAT TUANKU.. td baru aku smpai KL.dengan penatnya melayan 2 anak aku smpai tido dan aku plak terus update blog.hehe(tak padan ngn penat nih)
rasanya mata aku dh bengkak giler ni..tapi mata aku tak leh nk lelap lagi sbb byk sgt perkara dlm kepala ni..kalo bole nmpk la, mcm kabel2 kat blkg komputer korg.

antara mende alah yg aku tgh fikirkan:

1-bole ker aku berjaya dlm hidup?
2-kenapa? mcm2 kenapa la..
3-mcm mn nk srh hubby aku ni dgr ckp aku sikit?..degil sesangat la
4-bila aku nk start bisnes aku ni?
5-kenapa la pc aku skrg ni asyik buat hal jer?
6-bila plak aku ada ms nk buat paperwork nih?
7-agak2 cita2 aku ni tercapai tak?
8-bila la aku dpt beli kete ngn rumah sendiri..
9-mcm mn aku nk ajar anak2 aku biar jadi genius..pastu dpt ler msk u mcm aku jgk nnt
10-mcm mn nk tambat hati mak mentua aku yg cerewet tahap bagai tu?
11-kenapa asyik aku jer kena jaga hati sumer org??

mmm...byk lagi kalo nk di list kan nih. mmg mau pecah kepala aku la..
k la,kalo ada apa2 pandangan ker,jgn takut dan segan nk bgtau aku ok.aku nih very open minded sampai takleh nk tutup2 dh plak kepala otak aku nih..


(hmm..nmpk nya mlm ni aku byk merepek la plak...layan kan jer la)

konvokesyen ku dulu...

emm...dah basi kot citer nih..tp tak per lah, just nak share my moment to u all.

30hb May hari tuh aku ada istiadat konvokesyen kat UiTM Shah Alam.meaningful sgt sbb aku terima diploma dgn ditemani hubby tersayang n that time jgk aku tgh carry aesha 6bln.hari tuh hubby aku kat luar dewan jer sbb senang kalo nk ke mana2.tak der la boring sgt mcm duk dlm dewan sbb kena protokol skit la.

apa yg buat aku rs best sgt nyer nih, bila upacara dh tamat...aku dpt tgk dr jauh hubby aku tunggu kat depan pintu ngn pegang sejambak fresh roses..really romantic that time..rs nk lari cepat2 pegi peluk dia..shayang abang okay!!abang mmg byk sgt korban utk aza nih..diam2 dia dh book bunga rupanya.

aku ada la snap bunga2 tuh lagik siapkan kad utk aku nih...nway,luv u so much!!!!


hehe


really appreciate this


bondaku yg dh byk berkorban utk aku (thanks umie)ngn anak sulungaku..eusoff,hihi..kalo dia tgk aku letak gmbr nih mesti tak suke


the lovely roses

entah la nk letak title apa plak kali ni..

hari nih aku mmg tak der mood..mcm nak meroyan pon ada.hari2 stress, byk fikiran..tentang masa lampau,masa kini dan masa akan datang...esok lusa....byk nyer fikiran aku nih...kenapa aku rasa sumer org jahat?? aku tgh sakit lagi kot...paham2 la wei keadaan aku skrg ni..bila di komplen kata nya aku nih mengada2..haih,nasib2..mmg nk jerit biar satu dunia tau apa dlm hati aku nih...

nway, thanks to dya sudi membuang mas mu mendengar keluhan aku nih...skrg tau la kan saper bole buat kawan dan saper bole buat lawan..

kuih semperit..

hari tu adik ipar aku ada bg sebalang kuih semperit feveret dia..
tiap2 tahun katanyer wajib order kuih nih...
bila di makan kuih nih..mmg sedap sesedap sedapnya la..
aku duk terpikir apakah ramuan dlm biskut nih..hari2 aku pulun..kemam betol2 apa ada dlm biskut tu..huhuu

ada saper2 nk share resipi semperit yg enak lagi sedap tak???